That feeling you feel when you want to be happy.
When heavy tears crawl down your cheeks.
When your body trembles in unknownness.
You are not happy.
You don’t know how you feel.
Yes, you are alive but you don’t feel it.
In your mind being alive is a feeling, a feeling of vibrant colors and big smiles.
You wished you were happy.
That unknown feeling drowning you into its core, that feeling you wish you had it no more.
But yet you know nothing about happiness.
How then can you tell if you are happy?
Maybe, happiness is tears.
Maybe, happiness is sacrifices.
Maybe happiness is big smiles
But yet how would you know?
How would you know you are not happy?
by Tilisa Mlondani